Thank god exams are over.......... I really don't like to study anymore... but I have to coz my last semester is still there...... I'm feeling little light but my burden is still on my head…..the burden of placement. Companies are visiting from 26-27-28-29-30-.......06... So many companies are coming consecutively...and I’m not prepare at all... and when I sit for an interview I don't know what happens to me... I don't like to speak at all.... and that's my problem.... I don't like to talk much I like to be silent.... most of the time.... God please help me just give me one job coz I desperately need job to stay here coz my parents are going back to our country... and I know if I go back I won't be having any future coz I don't know anything about that part of world...... I got my education, friends and more over now I’m part of this country and I want to stay here but my parents are not looking any aspects of my life and future. But I know that my parents love their country very much coz they have lots memories and emotions attached to their motherland like mine with this country. so I’ve decided to stay and start everything from scratch but I’ve promised my parents that if I’ll marry (right now I’ve no intension to marry…. forever) I’ll marry with the girl they choose......of course arrange marriage..... I don't believe in love marriage coz I’ve saw many couples with love but no marriage....I think I can do it....I can make my life by myself... let’s see....but right now I want just one job……. But i don’t wanna compromise with myself I mean I don’t wanna do that job in which I’ll die everyday, I wanna do that job in which I’ll feel that I’m leaving new life everyday……. With lots of learning and excitement…..